Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Exams tmr!!!! I just realised that I am now in the middle of my course! My third of six exams for my degree. It's so fast. Have I said that too many times? It's because it really is too fast. I can still remember my feeling for my first exam. How unsure I was, and how I kept ranting on about uncertainty.
If I had tomorrow's paper with last years mentality I'd flip, but some how its strangely calm this year. I want to attribute it to something I did, keeping up with readings, doing tutorial work, making sure I really know my stuff, but truth of the matter is it's God work. I have no idea how I'll fair tomorrow. There were no past year exam papers to judge from, there were no model answers for the tutorials, there aren't even any lecture slides for the subject! Just what I have written down in lectures and class, and I think it would be very normal for me to freak out just about now. Nothing to lean back on, but I'm not.
What would I ever do without God.
Read the Singapore headlines today. Another dead NS man. So sad. And he was doing things that I had done before. Can't help thinking what if it was me.
Dan
10:09 pm