I just found out that orientation is going to start on the 15th. How unbelievable is that? And here I was thinking that it was on the 21st. Well technically it is the 21st, since that is when the whole university will get together for orientation. But for international students it's on the 15th. So from the 15th to the 20th, is orientation for international students. I was the one who told my mum that I wanted to stay for CNY, and I was the one who felt ok with going on the 19th, but now I'm feeling like going back on the 19th isn't such a good idea after all. The main reason is because I'm afraid that I won't be able to make enough friends. No wait, that means I have friends, what I meant is I'm not going to make any friends. Maybe I'm just stupid...I think I am. Yet I cannot help but worry. I heard something about worry before...worry means we're not trusting in God...I cannot remember now. Later maybe...