The saga has ended. Today marked the day where the truth would be revealed, and it was. I feel so much better inside me now. Somehow I think it wasn't so much of what her response was that really got me worked up so much, but more of just getting it off my chest. You tell me that I could have used words, you say I could have just given it straight. But what if I'm the type who must make it grand? Or at least something a little more?

I have a presentation I have to put together by Wednesday, and now all my team members are working their butts off to get the data settled by tomorrow so that we can have something to show. I'm worried for the presentation, I'm worried that Eric would not let me go from the meeting because of the presentation. I'm trying to get the priorities sorted out in my head, but I can't seem to figure out which is more important? The ITE meeting, for the ITE staff only? (and I'm only a temp there). Or the presentation, where they need me, and it's due on Wednesday. Eric also smsed me on Sunday to ask if I could make it for both meetings. Doesn't that carry the implication that if I have something more important to do, I don't have to go for the meeting? Why can't these things be clearer?

I envy Pugsly's life. It's only confined to the 2nd level of my house, he does his business as he pleases, he has his fleas and ticks taken care of, dinner is never in short supply, he has a small corner in my cupboard with my old clothes as comfort. He has no work pressure, no relationship difficulties. But then again, he's a dog.