My first day at work!! It was rather dry. Loads of talks after talks after talks, telling us about rules, and what we can and cannot do. I really can't wait to get started on the real stuff!! I know I said that joining YFC I'd have no regrets, and that I was really glad that I could join, but I think I've started to realise my first regret of the year. That is, I've joined a programme I know I won't be able to complete. Charmaine and Charlene joined, and my mum urged me to join, and I joined, and I loved it!! I loved it so so very much, I now hate it that I won't be able to go for the mission trip at the end of the programme!! Then you say, well there will always be other mission trips. BUT THIS ONE IS WITH YFC,AND THIS ONE IS NOW!! I'm feeling so sad now, just thinking about it, just talking about it. All the friendships I've made, all the people I've met. They're all going to go their separate ways in about 9 weeks time, and 10 years from now, when we look back and think about the Project Serve we served together, will you still remember me?

Will you remember the time we rolled in the mud? Or the time we spent an hour rafting in the sea? Will you remember the time we were the only team that rock climbed? Will you remember the time we walked our last leg of the race, just talking about food to drive us on. Will you remember??

I know it has only just begun, but i cannot help but feel that sadness inside me. WHY LORD WHY!!!